Wednesday, June 18, 2008

RCM Runs Rabid Again!

Howdy Ho all you invisible fans! Yeah, I know it has been a few years.. ok fuck you, been 2 years, 6 months and fuck knows how many days I have bit the world with my rabies. But go fuck yourself. Nobody has read, commented, or I highly doubt know I exist so I have really have not been motivated to write.... that and:

1) School got in the way

2) I really have mellowed out.. more on that next...

3) In January of this year, I moved my tree and shit to a new state.

4) Nothing of interest to rant about.... that and good old antidepressants along with going through SSRI Discontinuation Syndrome being the culprit of my rage has made me less of a rabid monkey.. but still the good ol' Governor of the State of Insanity!

Ok.. Let me get on the very second one... fuck the order. Ok, I had a Myspace Account that I thought I could make a derivative of this with it's blogging abilities..... Well... That turned out to be a HUGE ASS MISTAKE. See, I learned quickly that people may not read my shit here, THEY DO ON MYSPACE. To make a long ass story short, I ranted about a friend, and I mean an honest to God true blue friend, and he read it. Well, if you did read what I said, you may imagine he'd want to kick my ass. Hell, I scared most of the people around my tree (hee..hee..)To shorten a long ass explanation, he did not but he did make me realize I was out of control. After that I gave up blogging.

I learned a huge lesson thanks in part to my friend.... Not to judge people and to be fair. I thank God he didn't kick my ass as his rising above and calling bullshit on me was more effective than any ass kicking would. I will always regret what I said, even though he forgave me I still feel the regret and feel I will never forgive myself for my stupidity and will have to answer to God about this.

Anyways, even though I have been gone, I have gone through quite a bit. Still up in a tree but in a brand new location. Still rabid and loving cheese and pussy. Not working at a gas station anymore, but as a PC Tech at a company that is low key but still good. Still hating the Retardicans and Dipshitacrats along with HollyRetardWood. Just now a little more mellower since I got meds and oh yeah - getting some...That is right.. Good ol' RCM has a woman. Granted not the crazy one that caused me to move but a nice gal... taking it slow with her so it will pan out. So I guess things happen for a reason., eh?

If anything changes, I'll let ya Rabidteers know. Feels good to be back, but I may not be the same. I have mellowed but only by .001%. Thank God this is an election year and there is lots to rant about... Believe me my fellow imaginary followers - THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING!

So for now, this has been a RCM update. So stock up on Anti-Rabies Antidotes, cuz I am back and ready to bite and dickslap again!